Sometimes I wonder if kiddo just "feels" things.
I asked kiddo what was on her mind Saturday when she was acting so out of sorts. She said she's worried about her baby sis and worried that they will not let us adopt S because C doesn't want to move out of her bedroom.
I'm thinking that was an indirect way of saying she'd prefer to stay an only child and just have frequent playdates where they get along so well all the time instead of fighting while living together.
Ironically, the same day, I got an email that they may have found a potential home for S. Nothing is definite yet, so we're not talking about it yet because we don't want to stress our baby out wondering and worrying about S and whether she'll be rejected once again.
Once it's more in stone, we'll work out a playdate hopefully and get some of these big feelings resolved.
This will be an ongoing battle and no matter whether S is here or somewhere else, C is going to have big feelings around it, alot of guilt and alot of worry.
I wish I could take some of the load off her poor little shoulders.
It's nothing either have done, but what was done to them that causes this challenging situation.